Hi!

I've been meaning to make this post for the longest time but I couldn't find the right words and thoughts to use to have a short one. Short but meaningful. LOL 

I'm not even sure if you'll be able to read this but this is also my way of freeing all the thoughts in my mind that I had and have for years now. Hehe

Yesterday, a memory back in Oct 19,2019 appeared in my IG stories. Yeah, that was our Korea trip. And you know, I didn't feel anything. It was an okay memory. I guess, that just proves that I'm indifferent now, no more lingering feeling of love nor hatred. We had a good run but we were just not meant to last to forever. 

It took me a year or so to move on from that breakup. I never hated you for leaving. Right from the start, I know it was not an easy thing to do, leaving, but you gather all your might to take a leap of fate. I guess, that's one of your best decision in life. At that time, my mind understood but my heart could not and would not accept it. It was sure painful and I know for sure, It was and will ever be valid. 

Going through the healing process was not easy but I owe my present self to that process. I realized a lot of things. I got to know myself mooooore. I got to assess myself as partner. And  I am well aware that it was not all your fault. I never put the entire blame towards you, just so you know. I do have my fair share on why our relationship fail. I think we were totally different that we were not able to meet halfway. Love was just not enough. 

Maybe in another lifetime or perhaps in a parallel universe we have the opposite outcome, who knows. Haha But yeah, right now, I guess this is what we have...and that's okay. At least we tried, di ba? We may not have our happy ending but still, thank you. Sam, I wish you all the best and the happiness in life.  May we both win life. Cheers! 

 Hey,

I hope that bukas pag gising ko, I'm not overthinking anymore.

I'm really tired of this shit.

I wanna live my life. Like LIVE.

"May all negative energy be returned to sender."

"May every evil eye upo be go blind."

"May every tongue that rises againsts me fall."

"May every ill intention return to sender."

 Hello!

It's been a long time no? Sorry naman. Haha

Ang dami kong rants lalo na last year pero tinamad lang. Haha Halos parehas pa rin naman.

Hey, musta balentayms kahapon?

Haha.

Ako? Well, single pa rin naman ako kaya walang romantic date. I was with Ann tho, we had steak for dinner in Shinjuku. Not the wagyu but manifesting *unli wagyu* soonest. 

So, why am I here?

I thought I can share this here.

Ann and I were talking about life, love, relationships, and etc. Haha 

Our convo was like this:

Ann: Ahhh, basta ako manigurado sa ko nang uyy.

Me: Syempre. Ring muna befora anything else.

Ann: Ngeee, gihatagan man ngani ka pero wala gihapon. 

Me: Hahaha. Tama diay no? Nakalimot ko dah.

And then I realized, shit!, I'm fuckin' okay na jud. It didn't hurt at all.  I mean, matagal na akong okay, *MOVED ON since 2021 but officialy in  2022*LOL . Nung 2020, I thought I wouldn't be able to move on but I did, I fuckin' did. I just find it amazing kasi hindi na sya big deal as it was in 2020. That part of my past is starting to fade without me realizing it. I made it to the end of the tunnel. Congrats baby ghorl! :)