Hi!

I've been meaning to make this post for the longest time but I couldn't find the right words and thoughts to use to have a short one. Short but meaningful. LOL 

I'm not even sure if you'll be able to read this but this is also my way of freeing all the thoughts in my mind that I had and have for years now. Hehe

Yesterday, a memory back in Oct 19,2019 appeared in my IG stories. Yeah, that was our Korea trip. And you know, I didn't feel anything. It was an okay memory. I guess, that just proves that I'm indifferent now, no more lingering feeling of love nor hatred. We had a good run but we were just not meant to last to forever. 

It took me a year or so to move on from that breakup. I never hated you for leaving. Right from the start, I know it was not an easy thing to do, leaving, but you gather all your might to take a leap of fate. I guess, that's one of your best decision in life. At that time, my mind understood but my heart could not and would not accept it. It was sure painful and I know for sure, It was and will ever be valid. 

Going through the healing process was not easy but I owe my present self to that process. I realized a lot of things. I got to know myself mooooore. I got to assess myself as partner. And  I am well aware that it was not all your fault. I never put the entire blame towards you, just so you know. I do have my fair share on why our relationship fail. I think we were totally different that we were not able to meet halfway. Love was just not enough. 

Maybe in another lifetime or perhaps in a parallel universe we have the opposite outcome, who knows. Haha But yeah, right now, I guess this is what we have...and that's okay. At least we tried, di ba? We may not have our happy ending but still, thank you. Sam, I wish you all the best and the happiness in life.  May we both win life. Cheers!