Hello!

Back to work na bukas but before this day ends, lemme say few things.

I am thankful that I have the means to eat decent food and even splurged from time to time...but I am tired of eating by myself. I am tired of cooking for myself. I don't know if I'm such a lousy cook but the food that I make doesn't taste good. It always ends down the drain.

I also missed not feeling guilty every time I eat with gusto. Damn those body shamers. Arghhhh. I should not have listened to them. Fuck you all! Now, I can't eat ng bongga without feeling guilty. 

What's wrong with my throat baaaaaa? Ang hirap na kaya. 

I kinda feel sick but I can just keep it to myself. Alam ko naman na ang sasabihin nila, 'Pa check up ka', 'Inom ka ng gamot'. Kelan pa ba may nag effort mag alaga sa akin maliban kina Mamang? It was me, myself and I ever since.

Hayyy.