Shut the fuck up, bitch
Hello,
Long time no blog. Writer's block? Lol.
And it's still the same. Countless nights and days of tears. Why won't the pain leave me alone? I'm tired as fuck. I know I deserve so much more, love, time, and care. I don't deserve this crap. I am not perfect and I know that. But damn, damn you asshole. I tried to understand you. I tried to put myself in your shoes but goodness gracious, I just can't understand, why? Why did you give up that easily? You said it wasn't but tang*na naman. I hate you to the core but I still love you at the same time.
Screw you! Screw you for treating me like trash. Screw you for breaking my heart. But screw me for loving too much. Yes, bitch.
**05/23/2022
I stumbled upon this post and shocks, I forgot that I had this one-of-a-kind post. Anak ng tokwa, I didn't know I could use so many profanities in one sitting. HAHA But, good job self. I know, that during this time you are in pain. The world came crashing right before your eyes no? I remember that feeling of being homeless, helpless, and all the 'less-es'. We had to rebuild everything from scratch. Mahirap. Ano bang alam natin about building di ba? But we made it. Hindi pa man sing kulay ng rainbow ang mundo natin but slowly, we'll get there. What we have right now is goods na self and I am so proud of you.
Thank you for staying alive. I know you wished to be gone countless times because of the unbearable pain but thank you for choosing life, for choosing to live.
The battle is not yet over ahh, but we got this.
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