Hello!

Tara, let's talk about love while drinking my iced coffee. Haha

You know I realized I'm always late in everything when it comes to progress in life. I had my first relationship when I was 25, had my first international trip, and learned another language both at 26, became a teacher at 27, became engaged, and then single again at 29. Isn't that amazing? Haha Gotta be honest it's frustrating at times 'cause I feel that I am not on the 'normal' path like everyone else. I think that's why it took me some time ( err... a lot of time)  to move on from my heartbreak kasi at that time back to being single at 29 close to 30 ish, meh, that's terrible bro. But God has a different plan for me... I guess?

And now, I'm 31. Single. Oh, sige, let's talk about that. I'm actually enjoying my life right now. I'm more concerned about my financial status than my love life. Lol My love life worries me from time to time but not to the point of desperation. I do get the SANA ALL feels but wala eh. I'm ready, I know, but I'm not chasing. My friends would always tell me to make landi and all but hagu, kapoy, mou ii. Funny lang 'cause when the time came that I know I have moved on and all that's the time I uninstalled the dating apps. I guess it's not for me.. you know, tinder, OK cupid? No. I can't. I'm still for the organic which is ironic 'cause I'm too awkward. Haha Bahala na. I'm so ready to give love another chance but I'm not settling for the bare minimum. People might say 'murag gwapa' but first, gwapa jud ko, and second, why settle? Having standards doesn't equate to Mr. Perfect and duh, we all know Mr. Perfect doesn't exist. And as much as I love Kdramas, no, I'm not looking for an Oppa. I'm really not sure what to call or how to describe but I just want a MAN whom I can be ME, the imperfect and flawed ME. Does this person exist ba? Or pa ba? If that person exists or not, IDRC. Joke! Haha  I guess being single for this long probably has PROs as well. I found my great love. I waited for almost 3 decades nasa malapit lang pala, Shayne pala name niya. Haha Looooong story but my favorite of all time. :) #selflove

Instead of having this line 'Maybe my soulmate died, I don't know. Maybe I don't have a soul' be the song of my life, I'd prefer singing my heart out to this, 'Ug di ko mag duha-duha ug tikang. Kung mahulog ka andam ko mahulog uban. Bisag asa ta dal'on niining panahon.'

To Mr. Right: Hi, Love! Where na you? Hahaha See you! #LawOfManifestation Haha Tara??? Let's start our journey and conquer the world together. 💕

 Hello!

And summer vacation starts today. Yey! No more alarms and commuting in the morning. Hurray! But on the other hand, no sweldo as well. Meh. So, I went to this 'interview' for a part-time job hoping to earn some cash to aid my ailing budget. I was kinda skeptical since my visa is you know na. Hayy Pero push pa rin. But lo and behold, as expected, dame datte. So, I guess, puyo ta ug balay and make tipid as much as we can.

I went to Shibuya afterward with the goal of having the nose pad or piece of my glasses change. Moldy na sya and pangit na tingnan talaga. Haha Mejj skeptical din ako since I don't have the receipt na but fortunately, wala ng chechebureche, they changed it naman for free. Since I felt lucky, I had my other glasses' nose pad changed as well sa other store (ZOff) and successful naman.

Zero balance na talaga ako today and ilang days pa before sweldo. I had to borrow from my funds and I'm trying not to use my cc since limited ang budget ko for the following months. I didn't buy anything except for a cheap meal sa Wendy's. 

I walked a lot today, which means hindi ako lugi today. I hope I'll score a gig or two this month. I really need extra funds. Huhu

Gambare self! We got this! God will provide!