Hello!

For unknown reason, I'm feeling sick. I don't have my beautiful voice yesterday. Yes, yesterday, and I had first grade sched. Great, isn't it? It was really hard. I haven't been sick this bad ever since I had rona, so, I didn't saw this one coming. I woke up feeling weak but the downside of this singleblesedness. Haha I got to give myself TLC cause no one else would. I have been thinking about seeing a doctor but for my gastro problem but it will depend on the news to come. Haaaay. I have been on the edge for sometime now. I'm so lost. Next week's gonna be the make it or break it. I pray to make it tho. 

I also received my electric bill and it's around 8,000 yen. Like, vkettt? Mas naluya ko dah. Like, I have been saving na nga and not wasting electricity kaso wala pa rin? I'm really tired of this life, always na lang kulang ang effort ko.I have been in a tight spot since last year and I have been trying to save and even changed my spending habits just to accommodate my 'new' life. Pero, kulang pa rin. Whenever I open my mailbox, puro bills. I have been trying to look for online part time job pero wala rin. 

Am I this bad? Why do I always feel that nothing is going the right way. I always have to wait. Kapoy naman uyy. I have been praying but seems like my prayers are and have not yet been answered.

Again, maybe in the next lifetime?

Kakapoy na ba.