Hello!

I realized something.

I realized that people really do think and believe that I am not a virgin anymore. Does it bother or matter to me? Tbh, yes, a little. But I do know that people will have that perception given that I spent almost five years with someone in the past ( 1yr. LDR tho). When we broke up, that's the least of my concern, you know doing the 'damage control' and clearing my name of any misconception or misunderstanding of the setup that we had. Oh well, that WAS love. Love pay nalitok. LOL But, really, the things you do for love. I cared so much about what people will think but when it's about him, I'd care less about what they would think. Hayyy, #neveragain. LOL

So, why did I open up about this? Well, apparently, he-who-must-not-be-named told people that we were on that level nung kami pa. Like, dude, seryoso? We made out a couple of times pero like SEX? Talaga lang ha? Baka ibang babae yun. Why? Why did he have to lie? Lies after lies? I guess that's the littlest respect he had for me no? 

I kept quiet about so many things and yet he had the audacity to spread lies.

I realized it's more difficult to explain why nothing happened after years of being together. Dapat ba may nangyari na lang? LOL

I'll leave it here. Dami pa dapat isipin and gawin. 

bye!