Entry #008 (Confession)
Heyy, I have a big, big chikka.
I left the single's club few days ago. Hoorah? LOL. Of course I'm happy. How? What? Why? Where?
Too many questions but I don't know how to start. Well, it's been around the corner for some time, wala lang talagang chance for the so called perfect time. Well, as they say, nobody is perfect. So, the perfect time never actually happened. I wasn't asked the way I wanted or the way I imagined it to be. It was less or not romantic at all. I must love the person for me to settle on that. Hayy, this sarang and what if feels just really got me tho. But I am still waiting until that person could have the courage to say it right before me. That time will come, right?
I haven't seen him since that day. I imagined he'd come rushing but I guess that's waaay out of this world to even think of. But I'm still hoping that kahit minsan, kahit once lang, I'd see him waiting for me at my workplace's gate.
At the age of 24, I'm actually a newbie at this kind of thing. Funny lang. It's a lot different pala pag andyan ka na. Minsan nga naiisip ko, is this for real or nananaginip lang ako? I do give advices to my friends pero as they say no love stories are the same.
I haven't told anyone actually, even my girlfriends. Hindi ko kasi alam paano sabihin. According to him, we'll take it slowly. Hindi kailangan ipangalandakan pero hindi rin itinatago. Fine with me. Let's keep it that way. Well, half of me gets the point and agrees but half of me, don't. Siguro, that other half wants to feel what every woman wants to feel. That feeling na your man is proud that finally he got this one amazing-gorgeous-superb-awesome woman. Maybe, sa tang panahon again. In God's perfect time.
What we have is different. Urong sulong. Laban o bawi. Stop and go. Finally, we had the courage. It happened. Boom.
What we have is something that I pray and wish that would last a lifetime. I hope that we could walk into the future together forever. :)
You're not the most romantic guy I've known but I love you to bits still. I gave you my heart, so please, handle it with care. It won't be easy but let's face it together.
Cheers to the beginning of this crazy roller coaster ride! :)
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