Happy Mother`s Day ( 2020)
Every person will say that their Momma`s the best one in the world and I won`t argue on that. But since this is my blog, allow me to brag mine.
My mom is not the coolest one here on earth but she`s kind, she`s generous, she`s hardworking and she loves us the most. I have to admit growing up I was stubborn and would throw a fit whenever I don`t get what I want. And that is my biggest regret. She doesn`t deserve yung mga pagmamaldita ko dati.
Growing up, I thought she favors my brother for being the only boy but now I realized I was completely wrong all along. I am not her favorite, so is our youngest. Paborito nya kami lahat. Now that we are grown-ups, I saw how she tries to attend to us whenever we need her. She would usually visit my sister in Marbel to cook and clean her apartment. She`s usually present at my brother`s whatever ceremony during his BFP training. She would send goods from Pinas all the way here in Japan. I realized, a mother`s love doesn`t have an expiration. A mother will always be a mother. It`s a lifetime job.
Growing up, I saw a woman who would do anything for us. She said she was not this strong growing up. She was shy and iyakin ( may pinagmanahan talaga ako. LOL) but then when she had us ( yes, us, 3 bouncing babies) she had no choice but to be strong. She`s the typical super mom na isusubo na lang ibibigay pa sa amin. . She wouldn`t buy new clothes but she would buy us new ones. She is selfless. She would drop anything for us. And yeah, namana ko rin yan. All for love. Tsk.
This year, I realized how lucky I am to be born as her daughter. I realized that no matter what happens, I`ll always have her by my side. I know I`ve broken your heart again. I know I`ve made you cry. I know it pained you hearing me cry and I am truly sorry for that. It must have been exhausting having a daughter like me. But thank you for not giving up on me. Kung ipapanganak man ako uli, sana ikaw pa rin ang Mamang ko.
Thank you for everything that you have done for our family. I keep on praying for a good life for you ( and Papang of course, baka magtampo. Haha) `cause you deserve nothing but the best.
Thank you for the macaroni all these years. Haha Still my all-time favorite! ;) I couldn`t wait to be home...soon! In Sha Allah. Kaya sana COVID, layas na please.
And to all the Mommas in the world, happy mother`s day! Thank you! :)
You`re not here Mom but gotta celebrate this day!
:)
I love you!
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