Hello,

Let's call it a day. I had my class today for grade 1. It was surprisingly fun. Lol I think, today was my most natural self in teaching. After 2 years, today, I felt confident about doing this job. Ahh, I wish I could tell you this. *teary-eyed*  was worried about today's lesson if it would work and it did...I think. I can say, I enjoy this job and I would want to improve. Arghh. Ito na ba ang calling? Char.

I was happy but at the same time, there's this feeling of loneliness-slash-heartache-longing in me, and boy, it's not a good sign. If I were to base these symptoms, the next thing that would happen is day and night crying. Bohooo! Yada! Kaya self, laban. Ayoko na umiyak. I'm just toooooo tired. I'm reserving my tears for Oct. 20th. 😂😅💢 But for now, no tears allowed muna.Pleth.

My heart is aching, like, literally. Muscle cramps ba tawag? Argh. Mashakettt sya.